just kidding.
although i have a dislike for my school, i know i have to deal with it. people don't just become doctors, you have to work for it. i just can't wait for this semester to be over, i'm ready to start over. with some new classes and new professors.

and i think i'll become even more distant then i already am. it sucks but i'm sitting here in the library computer lab and i'm loving the peacefulness. even though i feel like i'm drowing over here i'm at peace when i'm alone. and i can think straight and i feel much better and more optimistic about making things work. well now i have to go turn in my bio test (it was take home) and my english paper. I CAN'T FIND A FREAKING STAPLER. THEY DON'T HAVE STAPLERS AT THIS COLLEGE. toodles~

I'm bored. Srsly, my life really dull right now. I have nothing to do except sit on the computer and watch my siblings. Ahh I can't wait till August!

Meredith Avenging Angels!

I mean .. I tried to tell my mother that I need something to do .. but she's soo wrapped up up in me doing good in school she won't let me do anything. I hate it and I'm about to snap. I told her that I didn't want to apply for Honors for my freshman year of college because I need to get a feel of the classes before I jump into that, and she was so appalled and kept calling me an "excellent" sudent and all that jazz. I'm happy that she thinks I can do it ... but I think I know whats best for me.

On a lighter note, I want to re do my room. New paint job and all! I was thinking a deep purple or green. I've never had green walls and the right shade looks pretty. Okay I'm going to homedepot.com now bai